He thinks I am unfaithful, but is he even sure?
no.and it
hurts to see that he doesn't trust me when he took the opportunity at first. What ever happened to
trusthope&loyalty? did it disappear? again,
no. it was there the whole time, apparently - it was ignored.
Right now, I absolutely don’t know what is happening and I don’t know what to do. However, what I do know is: I’m left with the memorable moments of when you were completely mine.
At the mo: you are provisionally mine, as you said you want to
move on. & even if I disagree - it won’t matter because it’s all up to you now.
if I was & still am in your way, it will mean I did not play my part appropriately… although truthfully, I have played it as the way I should have. If you don’t agree, it means loving you wasn’t enough, and the truth is, I
did love you. I
did care. I
still do. Believe me, regardless of what has happened, I
still do.
Being in a relationship is a
risk.I accepted that risk because I loved you, because I wanted to be with you. I would
never choose someone better looking over you. Sure, he may be more pleasing to my eyes, but to my heart, you come first. A look is what you see on the outside, but what I found in you was from the inside. That is where the important ingredient is. I loved you for you, not for how you look. You may have made mistakes, but it doesn’t change my mind because I, myself, have made mistakes that I never intend to make. We all aren’t perfect, and I know that.
[sighs]
I really don’t want this to affect our friendship, I might lose you as my boyfriend but I don’t ever want to lose you as my friend. Our friendship is
priceless, it always have been and hopefully will always be. Overall, in spite of this, whatsoever happens - you’ll always be
my superman & I’ll always be
your princess. Promise. [=
-29
Labels: 29, reminiscence
Future is fear when it's unknown but joy when it' clear.
I miss them both ;( 
ST. ANDREW'S SCHOOL
"loved not 
we were more than a m a z i n g.