my 'o' level malay exam's in a week.
i'm so not ready, no i'm serious. (you may have heard this line before and probably think it's an obvious lie) no, i'm seriously serious. and you're probably thinking, '
well, be ready? i.e. study then?' to those who are thinking that, you don't think i
tried? well i did! and i'm still not ready. poo! :(
although this 'i'm-gonna-fail-my-malay-exam' phase still is deciding to stay, i'm feeling much better now ever since this certain negative phase walked out of my life today. finally. after a long & clearing-up conversation, everything's sorted out. his last words made my day. *phew~* i'm glad it's over. kinda.
I apologised, and was forgiven, but I'm still feeling bad about the things I did, and the things I did but don't know what I did. :/ which is lame. 'cause I reaaaaaaaaally dislike (or should I say 'it pisses me off') it when people talk poop about me and poop even more about what I did (which I have no idea - swear! - about it) and decide to hate me and stop talking to me. Um, if you haven't noticed, I'm not a mind reader? So if you have a problem with me, tell me? Instead of spreading lame and needless drama? I hate drama. 'tis lame and immature fo' sure, me thinks.
anyway, despite it all, I'm glad to have friends, real friends, by my side.
and I just hope everything works out. *fingers crossed*
& am listening to old old songs atm, instrumental songs from a SquareEnix game to be a lil' bit more precise, oh sigh, how I miss playing games and having heck loads of free time to do so.
okay, this post has no theme or have anything related to each other but only has one common thing - what I'm thinking about right now, aka : rant-rant-rants.
ok, to prevent you guys from sleeping or dozing off because of this boring post, i'll end here. thank you for reading anyway. take care! ^^
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Future is fear when it's unknown but joy when it' clear.
