Sigh... You know... I'm starting to really hate this whole H1N1 business. Seriously. There are so many reasons I'm annoyed with it, here's a few;
a) It's making people sick. b) It's making people sick and killing them. c) It's ruining my holiday. d) Because of this swineflu I am stuck with a dilemma.
What's my dilemma? Either stay in Brunei which has swineflu OR go to Singapore which also has swineflu.
The thing is... some people want me to stay to be "safe" from the flu, if I went they will worry to the max. I would feel really bad for making them worry. But some people want me to go. Heck! I want to go also! XD Who wouldn't want to go to Singapore and shop till you literally drop?
But sigh... if I went I would worry for those who will worry about me. Argh. What to doooooo! I can't decide!!! The trip is on the 11th so I must decide really soon. Last night I was so desperate to decide that I eventually came up with a solution.
I flipped a coin.
I did it four times to make it fair XD. The outcome was 1=go 3=don't go. So after letting faith decide instead of me I was finally settled with my lil' dilemma. But today my mom didn't seem to mind anymore about me going and she is the No.1 person I wouldn't want for to worry. Then I started to think, "should I reaaaaally let faith decide? or should I 'follow my heart' and make my own decisions instead?"
Nyeh. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. I can't decide. (rant goes on....)
Alright, time to go. Hopefully I can make my decision soon! >_< Till next time =).
Future is fear when it's unknown but joy when it' clear.
